Active, clean, healthy

Greetings, all! I'm trying to become fitter and more healthy. This blog is for inspiration and moral support. I'm ready to become more cofortable with my body. Feel free to ask me anything. <3
Age: 19 Height: 5 '7" HW: 152 lb CW: 139 lb GW: 120-123 ib

At college

I have no scale here but I’ll just go by the way I look. I really don’t want to be here (at college) and I’m so sad and depressed here. I always feel nauseous because I’m so stressed so I can’t eat a sufficient amount or I feel like I’m going to throw up. I’m just not hungry. I don’t know what to do. I hate it here but I can’t drop out or I’ll feel worse about myself because I’ll feel like a failure. I have a 4.0 gpa too but I just hate it. Any advice anyone?